Sunday, January 17, 2010

Out of Myself.

im finally done! with the EP, that is... and my last song decided to skip in the very beginning for some odd reason... so im having some complications... luckily it doesn't have to be released till next month. I'm very excited. It was only around a month or two ago since i started on it and been working on it since. Now, i have a plan... and i could work it out. It's time to bring some craziness into the world! ;] Im excited for everyone to hear.... i wanted to keep it extremely secretive and from my family... but that never happens... ugh... unless im hidden away for MONTHS on end. Which will most likely happen come these next few months...... the only one to hear would be my lovely manager! my lovely mother! anyways...

i gotta get into shape. and smoking doesn't help, right? I KNOW! it's because i've been working!... which ain't an excuse either... but let's keep it real, things happen and have to happen... lol. Other than that, I kind of excluded myself from TV and things like that, obviously not online.. trying to keep up with some fans and friends! i love that more than none appreciate my music and what im trying to do. Some don't see it yet, but they will soon know, im not all about introducing the same things over and over again. I love MUSIC. and what i mean is by everything! so throw it at me and i will listen to it!

i am so hungry right now! lol haven't ate all day besides two eggs that i made sure were fried with hot sauce and sesame oil & cheese... i mean, if i can't fit in everything throughout the day why not fit it in with the small meals right? lol i need the extra weight anyways haha don't have to worry about that. My friends are planning to go Snowboarding!!! EXCITED! the best thing about being capable of doing things on your own, is actually to do things by yourself! yourselves, whatever! All day's pretty much been the same state of weather.. gloomy, grey and cloudy. Typical. I gotta get outta this house now... now that everything is done. But even though i am finished i am never done working. The Album is in process now! but im digging a little deeper.

ha yeah, anyways more news to come about my SIX EP coming in March... i might need people to help me choose a single! and of course to help to promote! but until then stay tuned or take it upon yourself to ask anything about it or whatever, i'd love to hear everything, i really need ANY kind of input.

i am a flower, and music is my soil.
jairemie

Sunday, January 3, 2010

A Dream of Mine... A Dream World?

I've had many many dreams, lately, of myself in a kind of dream world. Where everything is connected and all. It is the weirdest thing! this last one i had a dream i was in a relationship and we were very much connected. The only problem is that my lover had another somebody. I was sure they loved me and not the other... but it happens that i was the ditched one. This dream has been on my mind alllllll day. And it kinda gives me a realization of not trusting everyone you come across. I just think, wow, how could somebody just disregard a good relationship and mess up and things like that. hmm, good reason for a song ;].

other than that... i just had the most incredible tooth ache of my life! well, not really but it hurt like hell!! i was driving on the road today, then all of a sudden- BAM!!!! instant pain!!!!!! i can't even describe it! i mean, it was like someone took a knife, stuck it in my tooth then turned it where it stuck... ya know?!?!? geez! anyways, im goin to the dentist tomorrow! i know that for sure! i hate tooth aches!!! got Abitrol tho, or something like that. intense relief, which needs to kick in now! lol

i am happy to announce otherwise, that i am in the process of making and completing an EP called 'Six'... you'll see why later, and i can't wait to change around a few things, image wise and whatnot. Im growing stronger vocally, plus being a little more carefree... They are all an assortment of demos i've upped to it's highest qualities so everything is of course written by me as well as produced and blah blah blah, the images too was and is created by me also.

I am as chill as could be though, today we went bowling and it was very intense! i love being out! i think all that pizza and soda triggered my tooth ache... gosh... lol. now i think im gonna go in my room and complete the writing of my newly produced song. They're coming out great, but im holding back on planning everything out beforehand, because all that mindful crap is not authenticating what i produce... go thought for someone who is producing and recording as well. ;]

Lord of the Rings... i could watch these all day ;]
what else... im very bored so that's why im writing this blog. haha it never seems interesting when i actually have something to say. But yeah, whatever, that's what im up to at the moment, and hopefully i could have the EP really in the next 3-4 months ;] it's all good here! concepts together here and there, making sure the personal things are absolute, and hoping to get more dreams like this one so i could experiance everything outside of my mind! ha

don't take everything personal.
jairemie