Patience Child...

wow, what a day! my favorite weather was constant all today! ;] good ol' Washington weather... people may not like it, but for me it suites me and my writing abilities, even tho i didn't write anything today haha... well today me and my mother were suppose to go to the bank to open up an account and everything but it didn't happen, cuz apparently the bank was closed cuz of a holiday.. SUCKY!!! but we're gonna do it tomorrow. But yeah we went out to eat instead and talked about dummies trying to make amends. I'm very sorry, but once you've disrespected me in a bad way, AND i stuck it out for you... there's no turning back, there is just no turning back... lol yeah and then we went to Teddy's new place and talked with her and Mike forever about the people lol... he is definitely family, and it's so comfy to be able to spend time with them and chill. I LOVE them!

dude, i smoked 5 ciggys today. Not good, at all!!! now my chest hurts for some odd reason (i wonder why) but a little vocal rest will do me good i guess.. lol no more smoking for me! plus i get bad breath, and it makes me sound like P!nk (what Teddy mentioned) haha, so im good with that. Lately i've been kinda stressed, wondering when im gonna get these tracks in- well i already know, im just anxious for everything to be done once in for all! im kinda nervous about starting the second album right away too... i know i have to keep it going, and im starting off with 6 complete band new songs, but structuring everything it very complicated i feel because i technically have a lot done so far and wonder how to place everything already, ya know? geez! lol

but all is well i guess, ...but kinda bummed, we had to take Raider & Jesse (Dogs) to the pound tonight, and it was very weird... they seemed alright when we left tho, said our last goodbyes & they just sniffed around, peed everywhere and we left... ;[ Julia cried on the way home, and that's when i smoked my last cig lol. Right now, im about to TRY and do some of my homework tonight for this week, but im about to do another Demo Album Cover shoot. which may be my last, and probably gonna be the one i choose, cuz i don't like the one i have now, and the other one with all the older photos... i love fresh and new, so im wondering if im prolly gonna stay up late again for that... if so- oh well.. ha

it's so cold too that im having to pee every 5 mins!! ever get that feeling?!?! URGH! besides drinking alcohol.. which is very similar LOL... bbbaaahhhh! omg, and mom's going to Germ in a week! what the hell?! me sittin back here wondering when im gonna go!!! and how it got here so fast! can't wait to see Nina, Mirko, and Rio!! anyways.. im prolly gonna get a job real soon!! doing something i think others would see as an oppertunity to take advantage of.. hmm, but i cannot wait to be making money to satisfy my image to get ready for Neen! she's gonna love the ideas! but all in do time, just like everything else!! i want it to come NOW tho!!! blah! ;]

patience child... patience...
jairemie