Mental Immunity

i would not call what others would call "stress" now... because i've really had my ups and downs lately, just a little bit, all the time. lol So my feel on things are taking a turn. If it were not for my family i don't have no idea what kinda state of mind i'd be in right now. Recently, we've looked into where im at as far as records being released and distribution nonsence, ya know stuff that didn't make sence to me at all a long time ago. Everything comes in, in such short notice but i learn awfully quickly. THINGS ARE NOT GETTING DONE. so i've decided to take it in my own hands and let me and my family take care of things. It's the only way i'll get anywhere at all in time.

So as you know, NOV. 23 was supposedly my release date for 'Jairemie Alexander' in the UK right? well distribution is not there. Then on DEC. 12 the release in US. nope! never gonna happen, not at the rate this is going at all. I was going to have a 12 day tour for the album "low budget" i may add to it's release... there is no way you're gonna here about it then! i am getting promised so many things as well, like we're gonna have it here and there by this time or whatever and people will get to hear it before it comes out (in other words, "i will get you the deal you really need")... luckly i don't have anything you could hear past Cry Diamonds, i mean it ruins everything... and it's suppose to be low budget?! under the years agreement that we dealt for, No way. No How. my end of the bargain is there... i just have a very bad agreement. Trust me the album WILL drop and it's only a matter of time. We are just set soooo back from this, when this shoulda been taken care of a very long time ago.

Things will still happen as we get this predicament sorted out, this is my side project to do. We're looking at putting the video to "Cry Diamonds" up fairly soon, but knowing this situation we might have to wait a while... no problem tho. i need to re-evaluate everything anyways ;] and possibly start on my next album as well. (slowly now...) URGH! Congradulations on Rihanna and Lady GaGa for their releases on the 23rd i hear! ;]. Hopefully soon tho, the timing really has to be right for this. Like i mentioned before, this winter is lame for releases!! But going into the new year is all the better! i have to make some decitions! lol but until then i am STILL working! and this is gonna get done! oh and i should be putting another DISCREET up soon, i know i've been slacking. But i hate when there are mistakes where there shouldn't be.. lol bye now!

i think at this point, im ready to change the face of some part of the world
jairemie