back home. and i loved the stay... my mood is something right now, where i am agitated. Is that right? anyways... we really really had a great stay in Cali... i loved it soooo much, and my family twice as much! im really looking forward to going back, maybe doing some work there or something, but of course visiting the family. hmmm...
but now im back home with absolutely nothing to do. im about to check my school real quickly after this blog and then go to sleep... i don't wanna tho!!! ;[ lol earlier i made another grand ol shirt for my merch of which Kari & I are working together on. Everything's coming out great, and just in time for my album release. I have many different ideas that are in my head right now, and i gotta get them on paper. Haha, so much of this and im wondering if my head is gonna be on this merch thing forever and when my mind is gonna blow over with new songs for the next album.
mom was talking about how she got her plane tick to germany!!! so exciting! well... im saying that in spite of how it's Germany, and not how im NOT going ;/ lol. Me and my best friend of like 7-8 years are discussing getting a place in Seattle... im DOWN!!! so many oppertunities and stuff... i mean it's a much different atmosphere than being in LA or NY. i guess everyone would wanna know about our happenings over those places much rather than Seattle. but Seattle is such an "undercover" media spot if ya know what i mean... doesn't get much action as the rest but it still is one of the best cities, no? anyways yes me & Alex are down for the count... and hopefully soon enough. Since i have a job now...??? lol well, it's a job that i don't see money coming for a while, so im gonna have to get a side job for now.
im really looking forward to meeting new people and spending my life by myself nonetheless.. i know it's gonna be soooo different. A lot of people, while i was in school, told people around me i wasn't gonna make it. if only i herd those things directly....... but i see how it was, and they're not really saying it now! im making sure my stuff is straight! no time to fool around. We all know this! ....but soon enough i need to develop a story board for my single, im hoping to have a few more singles out, but that's business crap that i don't wanna worry about right now! haha.
Well, i been reconnecting with some friends lately. I REALLY get the feeling some people are trying to catch me pre-stardom, pshh shoot as if i can even say that YET lol... i need to save those words for when i really get out there. im really seeing who my friends are... the ones who try to latch on and those ones i could tolerate and stuff, im VERY glad that i got rid of the ones i knew myself, were no good. So Glad. like i said, i am really looking forward to seeing/meeting new people that come into myself, and feeling happy with the people i do now have in my life. *taking subconscience notes in my head for songs*. This needs to get off the ground. EVERYthing needs to get off the ground...
hmm, while i sit here staring at this Caffine Free, Citrus Burst Squirt 2.1QT bottle im trying to figure out what else to think of! soon enough i'll have something crazy to write about and actually be motivated to write about it. There hasn't been any "in the moment" moments lately for me, if ya know what i mean... lol being back im trying to get used to the mix of things, which sounds so retarded, but i got a little lost in what i was beginning to do. i wasn't really doing much besides moving which SUCKED, but now im really able to handle and take care of what i need to. whoooo!!! time to strengthen myself! bye now!
Showing posts with label California. Show all posts
Showing posts with label California. Show all posts
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
California Sun
today, we go to Califonia to see my papi. I am excited!! iono what im gonna ware... lately, i've been very stylish and worrying about what it is i ware everyday! lol is that a good thing? iono... i took some pictures the other day for my album and i put a lil something together... i always like to do things myself, because i just feel better about it ya know? which comes to me thinking, i haven't found anyone who i am compatable with! like, not as far as business or something like that, but people in general. Lately i have friends who end up getting on my nerves or i get tired in a sorta way, iono... i feel i need to change ever-so-often. The only people in my life i feel would never change deep feeling for is my own family ;] i love them all with all my all heart & soul!!!! ;]
but i just can't wait to drive all today ;] i love roadtrips, but at the same time im not really looking forward to 12 straight hours! haha id be looking forward to 18 hours when i take a flight to Barbados. Before, i was a little concerned for my album, wasn't sure if i had the right songs on there, or if the order was right for the feel... fortunately i am very comfortable about the list! ;] and excited about the September release... but on my side i really have to pull through, with all the artwork and everything. I'm getting some ideas from people and things so im bringing something new and appealing! it is really exciting and im thanking EVERYONE who has supported me through it all!
hopefully soon i'll be doing more things than i am now, with school starting and all, nothing's gonna stop me or scoot me away from my music!!!! ;]]] ooh and im so happy that Kari is making some shirts for me and promoting Cry Diamonds... ahhhh and thinking up oottherrr things as well!! ;] who knew i was gonna do all this artwork! ha i love it tho! *sigh* it's only a matter of time; but now!
but i just can't wait to drive all today ;] i love roadtrips, but at the same time im not really looking forward to 12 straight hours! haha id be looking forward to 18 hours when i take a flight to Barbados. Before, i was a little concerned for my album, wasn't sure if i had the right songs on there, or if the order was right for the feel... fortunately i am very comfortable about the list! ;] and excited about the September release... but on my side i really have to pull through, with all the artwork and everything. I'm getting some ideas from people and things so im bringing something new and appealing! it is really exciting and im thanking EVERYONE who has supported me through it all!
hopefully soon i'll be doing more things than i am now, with school starting and all, nothing's gonna stop me or scoot me away from my music!!!! ;]]] ooh and im so happy that Kari is making some shirts for me and promoting Cry Diamonds... ahhhh and thinking up oottherrr things as well!! ;] who knew i was gonna do all this artwork! ha i love it tho! *sigh* it's only a matter of time; but now!
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Mamma Jam!!
alrightly! let's see what i've done in the past few days! yesterday was one of the hardest days of my life... but to be less dramatic, let's say i struggled a little yesterday. ha, well me & mom, derrick and julia cleaned the house to make it perfect for the people who were gonna move in the day OF! how awful is that!? well, i ended up taking julia & derrick home round 3 in the morn cuz they were tired and i went back home. Earlier i went to see Final Destination 4 with Shauntae and some friends in Yelm... a STUPiD movie!!!!! no wonder they showed it in 3D. THAT was a cool lil add-on but everything else was gay! lol so yeah, i dropped her off and then alllll through the night we went on moving things back & forth from grama's house. sooo stressful.
It was about 5am when i decided to go get some coffee for us to keep alive and stuff haha (regular white chocolate mocha & tripple shot caramel mocha) then we took a break for like, 2 HOURS haha then we went back to work! with like 2 more hours to spare we tried our best to make everything beautiful lol. the land lord came and frantically searched the house and what not. ANNOYiNG!! lol but i had the best freakin sleep ever!! with my 3 blankets and soft mink cover pillow! ;] haha
further back in the days i had a show!!! @ Hip Hop in the Park by D.A.S.H.
oh man, let me tell you this story. It was crazy, i mean a crazy situation. So, the night before we go to this guy's house and he was telling me i should do 2-3 songs when i had already planned for 5 songs. It was kinda insulting to me, cuz he said people would "lose interest"... uhmm hmm... but i disreguarded that. But i was there and feeling a little awkward knowing that i am already signed with a record label and they are wanting really bad to sign me...... i would not want to with them! anyways... yeah, after showing them my single and everything they want to control everything about my part which is completely irritating to me! the next day i get to the venue (my piece is set @ 5:45pm) they told me to be there by 12:00pm, but i was like heck nah! haha and showed at 3pm almost 4pm lol... and he says to my mom/manager, indirectly to me, that i was set to do 1 SONG!!! and this other artist was gonna be slipped in when he already performed earlier!!! NO!! i got soooo freakin maddD!!!!! FOR REAL! so i talked to Candy. the beautiful lady who was REALLY running the whole thing, and told her i wasn't associated with them... it was rediculous. So she told me to keep on doing my thing and i had 15mins to do it so i was good, and not to worry. So i pretty much enjoyed watching him think he could tell me what to do, and thinking he was boss. lol i performed all my 5 songs and had a great show! lol
This situation really got me to develop tough skin & not let people run you that shouldn't. After that i went to my record label to celebrate and talk about some things as well as perform ;]. I now know that my full-length self-titled album will be released at the end of September. We're probably gonna release it out in the U.S. but we are more excited about it going to the U.K. and all of Europe, well at least i am more excited about that more than anything. Hopefully soon i could come out there as well to give um some of me! ;] -im just so excited about working with different types of people on my NEXT album too starting very soon! hmm... i just still don't know what to think about things... shoot, im starting school again, like, tomorrow! and it is not very thrilling. Im just glad i do not have to get up every freakin day in the early morning like a Crow. lol but all these things that happen i am very thankful... and suprized that it comes outta no where!
Buuuuuuuutttttt- right now im about to take my brother to his first day of high school!!!! WHAT?! it's so wierd!!!! now mom has a child in every school level thingy haha ya know, Elementary, Junior High & High School!!! hmm, wait until she hears me spell that out for her!! lol. hmmmm... but today im just gonna relax, get a little rest, settle as much as i could before i go back into being organized on my computer! sucks! ha we leave to Cali on the 4th until the 7th!! ;] and im almost 18! ugh, i just can't wait to do many "different" things! HAAAA there is, really, so many! ha WELP!!! gotta keep continuing the change. i guess in society, 18 is a big step... pshh no big deal ;] ....bye now!
It was about 5am when i decided to go get some coffee for us to keep alive and stuff haha (regular white chocolate mocha & tripple shot caramel mocha) then we took a break for like, 2 HOURS haha then we went back to work! with like 2 more hours to spare we tried our best to make everything beautiful lol. the land lord came and frantically searched the house and what not. ANNOYiNG!! lol but i had the best freakin sleep ever!! with my 3 blankets and soft mink cover pillow! ;] haha
further back in the days i had a show!!! @ Hip Hop in the Park by D.A.S.H.
oh man, let me tell you this story. It was crazy, i mean a crazy situation. So, the night before we go to this guy's house and he was telling me i should do 2-3 songs when i had already planned for 5 songs. It was kinda insulting to me, cuz he said people would "lose interest"... uhmm hmm... but i disreguarded that. But i was there and feeling a little awkward knowing that i am already signed with a record label and they are wanting really bad to sign me...... i would not want to with them! anyways... yeah, after showing them my single and everything they want to control everything about my part which is completely irritating to me! the next day i get to the venue (my piece is set @ 5:45pm) they told me to be there by 12:00pm, but i was like heck nah! haha and showed at 3pm almost 4pm lol... and he says to my mom/manager, indirectly to me, that i was set to do 1 SONG!!! and this other artist was gonna be slipped in when he already performed earlier!!! NO!! i got soooo freakin maddD!!!!! FOR REAL! so i talked to Candy. the beautiful lady who was REALLY running the whole thing, and told her i wasn't associated with them... it was rediculous. So she told me to keep on doing my thing and i had 15mins to do it so i was good, and not to worry. So i pretty much enjoyed watching him think he could tell me what to do, and thinking he was boss. lol i performed all my 5 songs and had a great show! lol
This situation really got me to develop tough skin & not let people run you that shouldn't. After that i went to my record label to celebrate and talk about some things as well as perform ;]. I now know that my full-length self-titled album will be released at the end of September. We're probably gonna release it out in the U.S. but we are more excited about it going to the U.K. and all of Europe, well at least i am more excited about that more than anything. Hopefully soon i could come out there as well to give um some of me! ;] -im just so excited about working with different types of people on my NEXT album too starting very soon! hmm... i just still don't know what to think about things... shoot, im starting school again, like, tomorrow! and it is not very thrilling. Im just glad i do not have to get up every freakin day in the early morning like a Crow. lol but all these things that happen i am very thankful... and suprized that it comes outta no where!
Buuuuuuuutttttt- right now im about to take my brother to his first day of high school!!!! WHAT?! it's so wierd!!!! now mom has a child in every school level thingy haha ya know, Elementary, Junior High & High School!!! hmm, wait until she hears me spell that out for her!! lol. hmmmm... but today im just gonna relax, get a little rest, settle as much as i could before i go back into being organized on my computer! sucks! ha we leave to Cali on the 4th until the 7th!! ;] and im almost 18! ugh, i just can't wait to do many "different" things! HAAAA there is, really, so many! ha WELP!!! gotta keep continuing the change. i guess in society, 18 is a big step... pshh no big deal ;] ....bye now!
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