Ice Chamber

it speaks for itself... everything is in a standstill and is frozen. I've been getting inspired here and there to write different things for this new album. It's gonna take a long process for the most part and i know that. I'm just getting more excited on my own about the hidden work im attempting to keep secret for as long as i could... from my family and especially from everyone else ;]

i need a studio tho... and the problems with my label is that it's pretty much unavailable. Pshh, not my style. lol well i got my Cambridge notebook with all of my personal songs that im making storing or producing! im anxious to fix my computer and just get started. Every song that im coming across are giving me these greatest ideas... ranging from Rock to R&B to just other things. lol honestly the songs im letting out right now are more ballady and stuff like that. I'm a little surprized, because that's how intentionally i wanted it.

I think i could stick with piano and guitar songs for a while until everything else is falling into place. Iono, are you ready to move forward? i am, it just has to happen! anyways, on another note; i been busy figuring out what we're gonna do with this album and when it's REALLY coming!!!! i know it's gonna be next year! i mean, it's gotta be. Everything's getting arranged i guess over here. Im trying to push a video for a song off of the album for everyone to see online... then follow up with my first single!

I saw 2012 yesterday... and it's pretty intense. It kinda makes you think, but iono personally i keep wondering if i could handle everything? lol dude, DON'T think about it!!!! sdfk;jjghskxfh... i don't wanna! yeah yeah...

break the ice!
jairemie

Love Interest & What's Happening

today i had nothing to do... lol i slept all day and woke at like 1:20pm? aww well, i didn't really need to do anything today besides sleep anyways. i had a really nice dream last night that i slightly remember, and it really sucks... i shoulda ran and got the dream journal i've been keeping forever... but it had a special someone whos been on my mind constantly since i was in like 8th grade or something. ;/ REALLY took me back and it really sucks that i havn't seen or spoken to this person in forever. I'm guessing it's becuase of another person involved, but what the heck could i know huh? who knows...

it got me thinking as i was headed to pick my lil sister up from school just a minute ago... i really wish i could work with Linda Perry so i could pronounce my love to this interest. haha man how emotional i would be. And the thing is, she doesn't have to know who it is, and at the same time, i could tell her open mindedly i would think lol but all in all for now i need to find my own ways of putting that out without fully putting it out like i want to in the future... i'd rather have that at the ready later. I have a feeling some people in my life would like to have a life with me... is it because of my music?; im not really sure. I just am too cautious about everything... lol i met someone in 8th grade, and from then on i've NEVER felt that way about anyone in my life before.... and it keeps me guessing because everyday im without them i think about that one time... hmm.

well tomorrow im going to the Puyallup Fair... with a friend and it should be fun! ;] uh im hoping next year i'll headline a show there haha, but untill then i have to get this DANG album out! EVERY one wants it out im telling you! over here we are going frantic! lol iono how it comes down to it but it always seems like im rushing to get something out. Personally i think i shoulda had something out already, so i guess that's why. But yeah we're hopeing the album is done completely in a few months. The single playing and in the UK by the end of October... and hopefully soon by the end of the year, during X-mas everyone could pick up Jairemie Alexander at a store near you! ugh, so stressful tho... i still got things i need to take care of on my part.

School for me sucks! lol i missed last weeks work which i have to do sometime this week... and i most definitely have to get this weeks work done today and if need be- tomorrow. URGH! lol time to get crackin!!! oh yeah and to mention that i have a wide crew that im gathering!!! ;] yay! all that im missing is my BAND to back me up! i need good dudes... im really hoping i could find some girls too!!!! ;] they all have to be beautiful! that's the way i roll!!! haha hot guys & hot girls! anyways yep that's what's happening in my life as of now on another chill spot. ;] don't forget to check out DISCREET (<--click there)...a new web series starting September 23! ;] don't miss! lol grama said it's only a matter of time... and i believe her!! ;]
jairemie

Balls Passing Because of the Feul

today is the day before tomorrow! and you know what tomorrow is!!! i turn 18yrs old!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im suppose to know what i want! lol this whole week has been a slow boring one! there's been nothing really going on but taking my brother and sister's to school every morning (well, most mornings) and then being sleep deprived because i keep thinking of ideas in my head that i need for the near future! but over all it is a decent week, i turn 18 next week!!!

today i get my first tattoo!!! an hour from writing this blog!!! Excitement! later i'll post some pics up of everything! and then i'll post the meaning of it since people wouldn't really know what it means or why it is numeric. I soon too need to take a shower! i logged on twitter for the first time ina long time! just to find that i need a phone to enjoy it more lol... sitting on the web texting about my life in a room all alone just doesn't do! haha

well didn't we have a ball last night though? it was just fueling my confidance last night when someone so selfish and big-headed talks about my mother the way he did... after hearing all that (im guessing he doesn't know me and mom talk all the time) i have absolute no respect for the guy anymore, i mean it's all gone for good now. For a while it has been drifting off, and now i could finaly be done with it, i mean EVERYTHING about it. Nothing left to say, as i say on my outro on my album 'The Passing' pheww.. now it's time to focus on getting my album done like crisp and clean!!! ;]]]

oh by the way, i got a merchandise website up and ready for you to purchase some shirts as well as my first single 'Cry Diamonds'! check that out on my music page. At any rate... im ready to go perform, i gotta lotta things that i need to do, as far as previewing my album art and making sure everything's going well with the crew! my merch, my music, and maintaining my image! it seems like money is tight these days, but i grew up with a family that makes the best of things and what is best is going to change all of our lives. It is only a matter of time. bye now!

Caffine Free, Citrus Burst 2.1QT Bottle

back home. and i loved the stay... my mood is something right now, where i am agitated. Is that right? anyways... we really really had a great stay in Cali... i loved it soooo much, and my family twice as much! im really looking forward to going back, maybe doing some work there or something, but of course visiting the family. hmmm...

but now im back home with absolutely nothing to do. im about to check my school real quickly after this blog and then go to sleep... i don't wanna tho!!! ;[ lol earlier i made another grand ol shirt for my merch of which Kari & I are working together on. Everything's coming out great, and just in time for my album release. I have many different ideas that are in my head right now, and i gotta get them on paper. Haha, so much of this and im wondering if my head is gonna be on this merch thing forever and when my mind is gonna blow over with new songs for the next album.

mom was talking about how she got her plane tick to germany!!! so exciting! well... im saying that in spite of how it's Germany, and not how im NOT going ;/ lol. Me and my best friend of like 7-8 years are discussing getting a place in Seattle... im DOWN!!! so many oppertunities and stuff... i mean it's a much different atmosphere than being in LA or NY. i guess everyone would wanna know about our happenings over those places much rather than Seattle. but Seattle is such an "undercover" media spot if ya know what i mean... doesn't get much action as the rest but it still is one of the best cities, no? anyways yes me & Alex are down for the count... and hopefully soon enough. Since i have a job now...??? lol well, it's a job that i don't see money coming for a while, so im gonna have to get a side job for now.

im really looking forward to meeting new people and spending my life by myself nonetheless.. i know it's gonna be soooo different. A lot of people, while i was in school, told people around me i wasn't gonna make it. if only i herd those things directly....... but i see how it was, and they're not really saying it now! im making sure my stuff is straight! no time to fool around. We all know this! ....but soon enough i need to develop a story board for my single, im hoping to have a few more singles out, but that's business crap that i don't wanna worry about right now! haha.

Well, i been reconnecting with some friends lately. I REALLY get the feeling some people are trying to catch me pre-stardom, pshh shoot as if i can even say that YET lol... i need to save those words for when i really get out there. im really seeing who my friends are... the ones who try to latch on and those ones i could tolerate and stuff, im VERY glad that i got rid of the ones i knew myself, were no good. So Glad. like i said, i am really looking forward to seeing/meeting new people that come into myself, and feeling happy with the people i do now have in my life. *taking subconscience notes in my head for songs*. This needs to get off the ground. EVERYthing needs to get off the ground...

hmm, while i sit here staring at this Caffine Free, Citrus Burst Squirt 2.1QT bottle im trying to figure out what else to think of! soon enough i'll have something crazy to write about and actually be motivated to write about it. There hasn't been any "in the moment" moments lately for me, if ya know what i mean... lol being back im trying to get used to the mix of things, which sounds so retarded, but i got a little lost in what i was beginning to do. i wasn't really doing much besides moving which SUCKED, but now im really able to handle and take care of what i need to. whoooo!!! time to strengthen myself! bye now!

slowly increasing.

i just now decided to write a blog just now for today...
well, today i was suppose to go to wild waves, i guess im going sometime this week but still, today was such a great day to go out and have fun! but i have to go to the studio today to record Cry Diamonds and crisp my voice, hopefully it will sound better than the original if not, almost the same! i have so much to get done, oh and i have to fix some of the pictures for the single and stuff. hmm...

for those who don't know i keep getting asked, but my album is self-titled. just cuz it fits ;]... i hated deciding the title of the album, of course from here on out i will have to! urgh! lol anyways, we are sitting here in our new stay and im feeling quite well last night i ate a lot and watched like the first 5 mins of A Perfect Getaway, and then after watched like 10 episodes of SpongeBob!!! ;] i loooooooooove him! -by the way, im getting a tattoo of him smoking "something" on my lower back. (NOT A TRAMP STAMP!) haha off to the side and up a little bit. and then right after i want a "VIII" on my wrist. ;] then after that something completely original that i havn't decided yet heh

first off i wanna find out what im gonna do for the rest of the year and finish off whatever then continue on the biggining of the year and stuff- BLAH! im just SO EXCiTED! who knows what im gonna be doing. pretty much though i was gonna find bookings and stuff by myself then get the album out and not be able to promote it or stuff like that, but iono now obviously i have a label to do all that for me, and a very trustworthy one! im really excited! anyways... yeah today we are figuring out all the single stuff, which again is to be out and ready on the 29th of this month! just 5 more days from now!!! AHH! hopefully people will catch on, and appreciate the artwork and all... im kinda excited about one of my songs from the album to be previewed too...

a video for the single is soon to be in the works as well, and i believe now is the time i should build up my concepts for that. disregarding all the things and mishaps that happened in the past, dude, it is really now the time to move on! to busy for all that! yeah yeah yeah, well hopefully i could tell you more interesting things in store for later! ;] right now is just a good time (in a positive mind) to sit down and write write write a blog, happily. lol i think i write too much sometimes. yeah but now, i gotta go, i have to get things ready since i have nowhere to go untill like 5 or something like that ;] bye now!

wow... ok...

dude, i am so tired right now!!! i was up all night doing some work on my single artwork. Im done, by the way, but i stayed up all night, then from there i had to go to my grandmother's house so that we could all be there to go to Seattle!!! so freakin much we did!!! & i totally drove all the way sleep deprived. very scary. lol i really felt drunk or something... glad i made it there and back safely. but i met with my new label! lol pshh only one person but that's good enough, we really feel good about them... & i'll most likly be with them for a year's time!

my album is gonna be released with them too!!! im so excited about it! my first single "Cry Diamonds" is up for release for the 29th or August!!! and with that the single along with a bonus track that is from the album will be up for purchase that same day after i perform them both... im still debating weather im gonna perform the bonus or not... but who knows... anyways. My mother is so excited about what is coming and so am i!!!! i cannot wait to do everything!!!! i wanna do it now! there is so many things happening, or is going to happen that im anxious to do!

we had some taco bell tonight and i had the best caramel apple epenada!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg, it was so good!!!! lol yeah, and we were riding around wasting gas talking about the current events. But now, my energy is so gone and soon as i am done writing this blog i will be right in my bed!!!! dreaming about love and happiness. ha, and currently watching The Nanny. i love this show!! ;] ... but yeah omg, you have no idea how tired i am... ALL DAY!!! so tired. yeah but i am so thankful for everything that's been happening lately. Things seem to now being pulling through after me deciting to move on from the dumb things in life.. ya know? yep

anyways i am off to bed! nothing that interesting today besides sleeping. that is pretty interesting but no consciencely- if i spelled that right.. lol hopefully i will have more feelings to express tomorrow. lol