Balls Passing Because of the Feul

today is the day before tomorrow! and you know what tomorrow is!!! i turn 18yrs old!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im suppose to know what i want! lol this whole week has been a slow boring one! there's been nothing really going on but taking my brother and sister's to school every morning (well, most mornings) and then being sleep deprived because i keep thinking of ideas in my head that i need for the near future! but over all it is a decent week, i turn 18 next week!!!

today i get my first tattoo!!! an hour from writing this blog!!! Excitement! later i'll post some pics up of everything! and then i'll post the meaning of it since people wouldn't really know what it means or why it is numeric. I soon too need to take a shower! i logged on twitter for the first time ina long time! just to find that i need a phone to enjoy it more lol... sitting on the web texting about my life in a room all alone just doesn't do! haha

well didn't we have a ball last night though? it was just fueling my confidance last night when someone so selfish and big-headed talks about my mother the way he did... after hearing all that (im guessing he doesn't know me and mom talk all the time) i have absolute no respect for the guy anymore, i mean it's all gone for good now. For a while it has been drifting off, and now i could finaly be done with it, i mean EVERYTHING about it. Nothing left to say, as i say on my outro on my album 'The Passing' pheww.. now it's time to focus on getting my album done like crisp and clean!!! ;]]]

oh by the way, i got a merchandise website up and ready for you to purchase some shirts as well as my first single 'Cry Diamonds'! check that out on my music page. At any rate... im ready to go perform, i gotta lotta things that i need to do, as far as previewing my album art and making sure everything's going well with the crew! my merch, my music, and maintaining my image! it seems like money is tight these days, but i grew up with a family that makes the best of things and what is best is going to change all of our lives. It is only a matter of time. bye now!