Love Interest & What's Happening

today i had nothing to do... lol i slept all day and woke at like 1:20pm? aww well, i didn't really need to do anything today besides sleep anyways. i had a really nice dream last night that i slightly remember, and it really sucks... i shoulda ran and got the dream journal i've been keeping forever... but it had a special someone whos been on my mind constantly since i was in like 8th grade or something. ;/ REALLY took me back and it really sucks that i havn't seen or spoken to this person in forever. I'm guessing it's becuase of another person involved, but what the heck could i know huh? who knows...

it got me thinking as i was headed to pick my lil sister up from school just a minute ago... i really wish i could work with Linda Perry so i could pronounce my love to this interest. haha man how emotional i would be. And the thing is, she doesn't have to know who it is, and at the same time, i could tell her open mindedly i would think lol but all in all for now i need to find my own ways of putting that out without fully putting it out like i want to in the future... i'd rather have that at the ready later. I have a feeling some people in my life would like to have a life with me... is it because of my music?; im not really sure. I just am too cautious about everything... lol i met someone in 8th grade, and from then on i've NEVER felt that way about anyone in my life before.... and it keeps me guessing because everyday im without them i think about that one time... hmm.

well tomorrow im going to the Puyallup Fair... with a friend and it should be fun! ;] uh im hoping next year i'll headline a show there haha, but untill then i have to get this DANG album out! EVERY one wants it out im telling you! over here we are going frantic! lol iono how it comes down to it but it always seems like im rushing to get something out. Personally i think i shoulda had something out already, so i guess that's why. But yeah we're hopeing the album is done completely in a few months. The single playing and in the UK by the end of October... and hopefully soon by the end of the year, during X-mas everyone could pick up Jairemie Alexander at a store near you! ugh, so stressful tho... i still got things i need to take care of on my part.

School for me sucks! lol i missed last weeks work which i have to do sometime this week... and i most definitely have to get this weeks work done today and if need be- tomorrow. URGH! lol time to get crackin!!! oh yeah and to mention that i have a wide crew that im gathering!!! ;] yay! all that im missing is my BAND to back me up! i need good dudes... im really hoping i could find some girls too!!!! ;] they all have to be beautiful! that's the way i roll!!! haha hot guys & hot girls! anyways yep that's what's happening in my life as of now on another chill spot. ;] don't forget to check out DISCREET (<--click there)...a new web series starting September 23! ;] don't miss! lol grama said it's only a matter of time... and i believe her!! ;]
jairemie