it was an insane show yesterday. I watched this one comic (;[ iono her name right now) and a headliner Debbie Wooten perform. I had the opportunity to open for them both! ;] and sang "Cry Diamonds", "The Rain" and "Shout It Out". lol it was a little awkward for me, because how weird is it to sing for a comedy audience? haha no but it was so cool. And now it is exactly 1:12am, and i am tired as hell! iono why because i totally slept until 3pm for the show... but i am fighting to finish this blog!!! lol
im so excited about what is coming... im just sitting back and watching it all unfold. The only thing i need to control is my school. I been falling behind, like i said before, missing some contracts and everything. UGH! that's the only stressful thing that's goin along on my part. It seems everything else is just falling as is though which is delightfully good... Tomorrow is the D.A.S.H. benifit performance, and im excited to perform for the kids... hoping to get others inspired and to support the talents that come into their program!
ummmm... well i enjoy hearing what this "self-proclaimed" rapper/artist has to say about me because i called him out in one word, which was "disrespectful" for saying the things he was saying to my mother as a manager both directly and indirectly, and all of that nonsence. Now he is going around saying he wants to squash every artist in the city; referance to me obviously, and he's the best rapper...... ugh let me tell you something. I am no rapper... we are completely different. Get over yourself!! we will never compare, point bahhhh-lank! lol hmm and then going on about making a dissing song... aww im pretty sure he's been waiting to do something like this for a long time... cuz a real rapper would have a real diss song about someone huh? dummie.
people like this i cannot wait to forget all about. and that's beginning to happen. heck i'll even make a diss track myself! i'll just wip it up in 10min and post as a demo on my MySpace... how's that? oh the glory you would have if i created a masterpiece about you... too bad that's not gonna happen. You do not deserve any kind of sympathy from me. neg. or pos. sssooorrryyyy wannade. HA! moving on... hoping to have another episode of Discreet on the 30th. Fill you in on my boredome i guess haha, my stresses of school, travels and everything that i just talked about. Haha i can't wait for you to see me in the studio recording and me and my WONDERFUL Crew making indirect speeches!! ;]
2 performances in a row this weekend ;] i got my groove back! i really gotta get on a sleep schedule, but at the same time, will i really need it for when i tour?! might as well get used to it now i guess... i really gotta get some homework done too... hmm i just might bring up my printer to do it now. If it weren't so damn COLD in this house! (this is meaning we don't have to pay that much for the electric! whoop!) im getting my shit together. But the prob is im going in and out of the "zone". Like, now im thinking about it with a slightly tiny burst of adrenalin, then nothing at all the next sec- like now. lol oh well ULTiMATE KiCK! ;] i wanna watch Hot Rod now ;]]]]]]
i stop to think of it. we just can't even imagine how great we're gonna be.
jairemie
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Making it My own.
Discreet started yesterday, and im hoping to have enough footage for next week! lol but it's so great right now... im just chilling outside right now listening to the birds and watching the sun hide behind the clouds ever so often. earlier today i had lunch with my A&R and it was so great!!! i ordered a Patty Melt, but it wasn't like the patty melt i had with Kaycee when we went to Idaho... nothing at ALL! lol im on vocal rest right now for my own sake preparing for some last minute recording of my album... then later we ship it to Germany for its release! lol i have a EURO Manager now... pshh i think he was already one from the start! and im so excited to do these many things as soon as possible.
i been getting a lot of song ideas in my head bouncing around for the start of my next album which you'll prolly see in Discreet. Oh yeah! and im gonna start working at Guitar Center too. DETERMiNATiON! ..all this stuff going on with other "so-called" artist is stupid. People thing they're really greater than other people... i don't bother with that kind of nonsence, especially when they're coming at my family the way they do, and also my record label!! URGH! already conflict! with people who have the hugest heads on Earth!!!!! anyways... there's more friends to be made in this industry that help one another out big time, in a bigger way anyways!!! i've always thought, it's about the music not about higher presentation!! i could save that for later when i become a rolemodel. Cars, Money, Sex... that's not all there is to talk about.
annnnddd i've come to the conclution! ;] im happy first my first single(s)! 'Cry Diamonds', along with the second or "sub" single, 'The Rain' ...exciting! and i can't wait to introduce my second single i should say! i guess everything falls into place when you let it... and in God's hands. Not everything has to go one route. I mean, look... i got this far by myself huh? im just too excited to show everyone what's up and what's next! so many things to do in a window of time ;] WHOOP!
"keep your feet on the ground, when your head's in the clouds..." - Paramore
jairemie
i been getting a lot of song ideas in my head bouncing around for the start of my next album which you'll prolly see in Discreet. Oh yeah! and im gonna start working at Guitar Center too. DETERMiNATiON! ..all this stuff going on with other "so-called" artist is stupid. People thing they're really greater than other people... i don't bother with that kind of nonsence, especially when they're coming at my family the way they do, and also my record label!! URGH! already conflict! with people who have the hugest heads on Earth!!!!! anyways... there's more friends to be made in this industry that help one another out big time, in a bigger way anyways!!! i've always thought, it's about the music not about higher presentation!! i could save that for later when i become a rolemodel. Cars, Money, Sex... that's not all there is to talk about.
annnnddd i've come to the conclution! ;] im happy first my first single(s)! 'Cry Diamonds', along with the second or "sub" single, 'The Rain' ...exciting! and i can't wait to introduce my second single i should say! i guess everything falls into place when you let it... and in God's hands. Not everything has to go one route. I mean, look... i got this far by myself huh? im just too excited to show everyone what's up and what's next! so many things to do in a window of time ;] WHOOP!
"keep your feet on the ground, when your head's in the clouds..." - Paramore
jairemie
Monday, September 21, 2009
Love Interest & What's Happening
today i had nothing to do... lol i slept all day and woke at like 1:20pm? aww well, i didn't really need to do anything today besides sleep anyways. i had a really nice dream last night that i slightly remember, and it really sucks... i shoulda ran and got the dream journal i've been keeping forever... but it had a special someone whos been on my mind constantly since i was in like 8th grade or something. ;/ REALLY took me back and it really sucks that i havn't seen or spoken to this person in forever. I'm guessing it's becuase of another person involved, but what the heck could i know huh? who knows...
it got me thinking as i was headed to pick my lil sister up from school just a minute ago... i really wish i could work with Linda Perry so i could pronounce my love to this interest. haha man how emotional i would be. And the thing is, she doesn't have to know who it is, and at the same time, i could tell her open mindedly i would think lol but all in all for now i need to find my own ways of putting that out without fully putting it out like i want to in the future... i'd rather have that at the ready later. I have a feeling some people in my life would like to have a life with me... is it because of my music?; im not really sure. I just am too cautious about everything... lol i met someone in 8th grade, and from then on i've NEVER felt that way about anyone in my life before.... and it keeps me guessing because everyday im without them i think about that one time... hmm.
well tomorrow im going to the Puyallup Fair... with a friend and it should be fun! ;] uh im hoping next year i'll headline a show there haha, but untill then i have to get this DANG album out! EVERY one wants it out im telling you! over here we are going frantic! lol iono how it comes down to it but it always seems like im rushing to get something out. Personally i think i shoulda had something out already, so i guess that's why. But yeah we're hopeing the album is done completely in a few months. The single playing and in the UK by the end of October... and hopefully soon by the end of the year, during X-mas everyone could pick up Jairemie Alexander at a store near you! ugh, so stressful tho... i still got things i need to take care of on my part.
School for me sucks! lol i missed last weeks work which i have to do sometime this week... and i most definitely have to get this weeks work done today and if need be- tomorrow. URGH! lol time to get crackin!!! oh yeah and to mention that i have a wide crew that im gathering!!! ;] yay! all that im missing is my BAND to back me up! i need good dudes... im really hoping i could find some girls too!!!! ;] they all have to be beautiful! that's the way i roll!!! haha hot guys & hot girls! anyways yep that's what's happening in my life as of now on another chill spot. ;] don't forget to check out DISCREET (<--click there)...a new web series starting September 23! ;] don't miss! lol grama said it's only a matter of time... and i believe her!! ;]
jairemie
it got me thinking as i was headed to pick my lil sister up from school just a minute ago... i really wish i could work with Linda Perry so i could pronounce my love to this interest. haha man how emotional i would be. And the thing is, she doesn't have to know who it is, and at the same time, i could tell her open mindedly i would think lol but all in all for now i need to find my own ways of putting that out without fully putting it out like i want to in the future... i'd rather have that at the ready later. I have a feeling some people in my life would like to have a life with me... is it because of my music?; im not really sure. I just am too cautious about everything... lol i met someone in 8th grade, and from then on i've NEVER felt that way about anyone in my life before.... and it keeps me guessing because everyday im without them i think about that one time... hmm.
well tomorrow im going to the Puyallup Fair... with a friend and it should be fun! ;] uh im hoping next year i'll headline a show there haha, but untill then i have to get this DANG album out! EVERY one wants it out im telling you! over here we are going frantic! lol iono how it comes down to it but it always seems like im rushing to get something out. Personally i think i shoulda had something out already, so i guess that's why. But yeah we're hopeing the album is done completely in a few months. The single playing and in the UK by the end of October... and hopefully soon by the end of the year, during X-mas everyone could pick up Jairemie Alexander at a store near you! ugh, so stressful tho... i still got things i need to take care of on my part.
School for me sucks! lol i missed last weeks work which i have to do sometime this week... and i most definitely have to get this weeks work done today and if need be- tomorrow. URGH! lol time to get crackin!!! oh yeah and to mention that i have a wide crew that im gathering!!! ;] yay! all that im missing is my BAND to back me up! i need good dudes... im really hoping i could find some girls too!!!! ;] they all have to be beautiful! that's the way i roll!!! haha hot guys & hot girls! anyways yep that's what's happening in my life as of now on another chill spot. ;] don't forget to check out DISCREET (<--click there)...a new web series starting September 23! ;] don't miss! lol grama said it's only a matter of time... and i believe her!! ;]
jairemie
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
VIII
okay, now i have tattoo pictures... lol all of them are pretty much the same but 
yes, I have a Roman numeral 8 (VIII) on my wrist. It didn't hurt like i thought it was gonna, so that pretty good, but currently it itches like crazy and i just wanna do something!!!! ahhhhhh! but yeah here they are lol ....i got nothing really else to say lol just wanted to show ;]
yes, I have a Roman numeral 8 (VIII) on my wrist. It didn't hurt like i thought it was gonna, so that pretty good, but currently it itches like crazy and i just wanna do something!!!! ahhhhhh! but yeah here they are lol ....i got nothing really else to say lol just wanted to show ;]
Monday, September 14, 2009
Discreet!
i am 18 years old... i do whatever i want. lol those are the chozen words i choose to get confidance in my mind from having a birthday yesterday! it was great!!! and i smoked a cig in from of my family for the first time! haha, no i can't say it was my first time but hey.. ;] there has to be some kind of first for everything right? hehe
but yeah... my album is pushed back ;/ that means im gonna spend extra time doing my album and making it better for your ears... i mean, im super alright with it! i wanna get into it, the only prob is that i hate re-recording anything, cuz i feel it looses it's authenticity and i don't feel that same emotion... but like EVERY recording, i gotta take my time and go through it properly. I know im just gonna have bits and pieces here and there where we could get all the perfects together haha.
so what im looking at, is releasing the mastered crisp version of "Cry Diamonds" to Germany in like a month! amazing, and then from there on hopefully i have the video of it done, then onto going out there... then onto releasing the album or whatever it's gonna be!!! it's gonna at least be something nice. lol i was just thinking about how much i have to maintain this "look" of mine for a while... dude, im wondering what the hell im gonna look like for this next different album!
all in do time, and patience! i just need to sit back and enjoy a cig, make some money and work as hard as i could until i really get into doing the one thing i love for life! ya know... but anyways... today is a dreadful day. Homework. ;[ NOT looking forward to it at all... hopefully throughout the day i will get every single little thing done for this week. i sware it wasn't intence as it is this starting year... only two weeks and i feel like crapping my pants! the horror!
oh yeah that was really messed up what Kanye did and the VMAs... Taylor is such a great person and she really absolutely deserved that Moon Man!!!! she's dominating! ;] it's so great to watch... and hopefully soon be in that same position performing and whatnot! ;] yeah well, im gonna smoke (maybe) then go to sleep... got a lot to think about tomorrow! ugh in another note... soon im gonna have videos posted maybe here and definitely my YouTube page of a series of videos called Discreet showing you the little steps im taking towards "Cry Diamonds" release and album fun! ;]
bye now!
but yeah... my album is pushed back ;/ that means im gonna spend extra time doing my album and making it better for your ears... i mean, im super alright with it! i wanna get into it, the only prob is that i hate re-recording anything, cuz i feel it looses it's authenticity and i don't feel that same emotion... but like EVERY recording, i gotta take my time and go through it properly. I know im just gonna have bits and pieces here and there where we could get all the perfects together haha.
so what im looking at, is releasing the mastered crisp version of "Cry Diamonds" to Germany in like a month! amazing, and then from there on hopefully i have the video of it done, then onto going out there... then onto releasing the album or whatever it's gonna be!!! it's gonna at least be something nice. lol i was just thinking about how much i have to maintain this "look" of mine for a while... dude, im wondering what the hell im gonna look like for this next different album!
all in do time, and patience! i just need to sit back and enjoy a cig, make some money and work as hard as i could until i really get into doing the one thing i love for life! ya know... but anyways... today is a dreadful day. Homework. ;[ NOT looking forward to it at all... hopefully throughout the day i will get every single little thing done for this week. i sware it wasn't intence as it is this starting year... only two weeks and i feel like crapping my pants! the horror!
oh yeah that was really messed up what Kanye did and the VMAs... Taylor is such a great person and she really absolutely deserved that Moon Man!!!! she's dominating! ;] it's so great to watch... and hopefully soon be in that same position performing and whatnot! ;] yeah well, im gonna smoke (maybe) then go to sleep... got a lot to think about tomorrow! ugh in another note... soon im gonna have videos posted maybe here and definitely my YouTube page of a series of videos called Discreet showing you the little steps im taking towards "Cry Diamonds" release and album fun! ;]
bye now!
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Balls Passing Because of the Feul
today is the day before tomorrow! and you know what tomorrow is!!! i turn 18yrs old!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im suppose to know what i want! lol this whole week has been a slow boring one! there's been nothing really going on but taking my brother and sister's to school every morning (well, most mornings) and then being sleep deprived because i keep thinking of ideas in my head that i need for the near future! but over all it is a decent week, i turn 18 next week!!!
today i get my first tattoo!!! an hour from writing this blog!!! Excitement! later i'll post some pics up of everything! and then i'll post the meaning of it since people wouldn't really know what it means or why it is numeric. I soon too need to take a shower! i logged on twitter for the first time ina long time! just to find that i need a phone to enjoy it more lol... sitting on the web texting about my life in a room all alone just doesn't do! haha
well didn't we have a ball last night though? it was just fueling my confidance last night when someone so selfish and big-headed talks about my mother the way he did... after hearing all that (im guessing he doesn't know me and mom talk all the time) i have absolute no respect for the guy anymore, i mean it's all gone for good now. For a while it has been drifting off, and now i could finaly be done with it, i mean EVERYTHING about it. Nothing left to say, as i say on my outro on my album 'The Passing' pheww.. now it's time to focus on getting my album done like crisp and clean!!! ;]]]
oh by the way, i got a merchandise website up and ready for you to purchase some shirts as well as my first single 'Cry Diamonds'! check that out on my music page. At any rate... im ready to go perform, i gotta lotta things that i need to do, as far as previewing my album art and making sure everything's going well with the crew! my merch, my music, and maintaining my image! it seems like money is tight these days, but i grew up with a family that makes the best of things and what is best is going to change all of our lives. It is only a matter of time. bye now!
today i get my first tattoo!!! an hour from writing this blog!!! Excitement! later i'll post some pics up of everything! and then i'll post the meaning of it since people wouldn't really know what it means or why it is numeric. I soon too need to take a shower! i logged on twitter for the first time ina long time! just to find that i need a phone to enjoy it more lol... sitting on the web texting about my life in a room all alone just doesn't do! haha
well didn't we have a ball last night though? it was just fueling my confidance last night when someone so selfish and big-headed talks about my mother the way he did... after hearing all that (im guessing he doesn't know me and mom talk all the time) i have absolute no respect for the guy anymore, i mean it's all gone for good now. For a while it has been drifting off, and now i could finaly be done with it, i mean EVERYTHING about it. Nothing left to say, as i say on my outro on my album 'The Passing' pheww.. now it's time to focus on getting my album done like crisp and clean!!! ;]]]
oh by the way, i got a merchandise website up and ready for you to purchase some shirts as well as my first single 'Cry Diamonds'! check that out on my music page. At any rate... im ready to go perform, i gotta lotta things that i need to do, as far as previewing my album art and making sure everything's going well with the crew! my merch, my music, and maintaining my image! it seems like money is tight these days, but i grew up with a family that makes the best of things and what is best is going to change all of our lives. It is only a matter of time. bye now!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Caffine Free, Citrus Burst 2.1QT Bottle
back home. and i loved the stay... my mood is something right now, where i am agitated. Is that right? anyways... we really really had a great stay in Cali... i loved it soooo much, and my family twice as much! im really looking forward to going back, maybe doing some work there or something, but of course visiting the family. hmmm...
but now im back home with absolutely nothing to do. im about to check my school real quickly after this blog and then go to sleep... i don't wanna tho!!! ;[ lol earlier i made another grand ol shirt for my merch of which Kari & I are working together on. Everything's coming out great, and just in time for my album release. I have many different ideas that are in my head right now, and i gotta get them on paper. Haha, so much of this and im wondering if my head is gonna be on this merch thing forever and when my mind is gonna blow over with new songs for the next album.
mom was talking about how she got her plane tick to germany!!! so exciting! well... im saying that in spite of how it's Germany, and not how im NOT going ;/ lol. Me and my best friend of like 7-8 years are discussing getting a place in Seattle... im DOWN!!! so many oppertunities and stuff... i mean it's a much different atmosphere than being in LA or NY. i guess everyone would wanna know about our happenings over those places much rather than Seattle. but Seattle is such an "undercover" media spot if ya know what i mean... doesn't get much action as the rest but it still is one of the best cities, no? anyways yes me & Alex are down for the count... and hopefully soon enough. Since i have a job now...??? lol well, it's a job that i don't see money coming for a while, so im gonna have to get a side job for now.
im really looking forward to meeting new people and spending my life by myself nonetheless.. i know it's gonna be soooo different. A lot of people, while i was in school, told people around me i wasn't gonna make it. if only i herd those things directly....... but i see how it was, and they're not really saying it now! im making sure my stuff is straight! no time to fool around. We all know this! ....but soon enough i need to develop a story board for my single, im hoping to have a few more singles out, but that's business crap that i don't wanna worry about right now! haha.
Well, i been reconnecting with some friends lately. I REALLY get the feeling some people are trying to catch me pre-stardom, pshh shoot as if i can even say that YET lol... i need to save those words for when i really get out there. im really seeing who my friends are... the ones who try to latch on and those ones i could tolerate and stuff, im VERY glad that i got rid of the ones i knew myself, were no good. So Glad. like i said, i am really looking forward to seeing/meeting new people that come into myself, and feeling happy with the people i do now have in my life. *taking subconscience notes in my head for songs*. This needs to get off the ground. EVERYthing needs to get off the ground...
hmm, while i sit here staring at this Caffine Free, Citrus Burst Squirt 2.1QT bottle im trying to figure out what else to think of! soon enough i'll have something crazy to write about and actually be motivated to write about it. There hasn't been any "in the moment" moments lately for me, if ya know what i mean... lol being back im trying to get used to the mix of things, which sounds so retarded, but i got a little lost in what i was beginning to do. i wasn't really doing much besides moving which SUCKED, but now im really able to handle and take care of what i need to. whoooo!!! time to strengthen myself! bye now!
but now im back home with absolutely nothing to do. im about to check my school real quickly after this blog and then go to sleep... i don't wanna tho!!! ;[ lol earlier i made another grand ol shirt for my merch of which Kari & I are working together on. Everything's coming out great, and just in time for my album release. I have many different ideas that are in my head right now, and i gotta get them on paper. Haha, so much of this and im wondering if my head is gonna be on this merch thing forever and when my mind is gonna blow over with new songs for the next album.
mom was talking about how she got her plane tick to germany!!! so exciting! well... im saying that in spite of how it's Germany, and not how im NOT going ;/ lol. Me and my best friend of like 7-8 years are discussing getting a place in Seattle... im DOWN!!! so many oppertunities and stuff... i mean it's a much different atmosphere than being in LA or NY. i guess everyone would wanna know about our happenings over those places much rather than Seattle. but Seattle is such an "undercover" media spot if ya know what i mean... doesn't get much action as the rest but it still is one of the best cities, no? anyways yes me & Alex are down for the count... and hopefully soon enough. Since i have a job now...??? lol well, it's a job that i don't see money coming for a while, so im gonna have to get a side job for now.
im really looking forward to meeting new people and spending my life by myself nonetheless.. i know it's gonna be soooo different. A lot of people, while i was in school, told people around me i wasn't gonna make it. if only i herd those things directly....... but i see how it was, and they're not really saying it now! im making sure my stuff is straight! no time to fool around. We all know this! ....but soon enough i need to develop a story board for my single, im hoping to have a few more singles out, but that's business crap that i don't wanna worry about right now! haha.
Well, i been reconnecting with some friends lately. I REALLY get the feeling some people are trying to catch me pre-stardom, pshh shoot as if i can even say that YET lol... i need to save those words for when i really get out there. im really seeing who my friends are... the ones who try to latch on and those ones i could tolerate and stuff, im VERY glad that i got rid of the ones i knew myself, were no good. So Glad. like i said, i am really looking forward to seeing/meeting new people that come into myself, and feeling happy with the people i do now have in my life. *taking subconscience notes in my head for songs*. This needs to get off the ground. EVERYthing needs to get off the ground...
hmm, while i sit here staring at this Caffine Free, Citrus Burst Squirt 2.1QT bottle im trying to figure out what else to think of! soon enough i'll have something crazy to write about and actually be motivated to write about it. There hasn't been any "in the moment" moments lately for me, if ya know what i mean... lol being back im trying to get used to the mix of things, which sounds so retarded, but i got a little lost in what i was beginning to do. i wasn't really doing much besides moving which SUCKED, but now im really able to handle and take care of what i need to. whoooo!!! time to strengthen myself! bye now!
Friday, September 4, 2009
California Sun
today, we go to Califonia to see my papi. I am excited!! iono what im gonna ware... lately, i've been very stylish and worrying about what it is i ware everyday! lol is that a good thing? iono... i took some pictures the other day for my album and i put a lil something together... i always like to do things myself, because i just feel better about it ya know? which comes to me thinking, i haven't found anyone who i am compatable with! like, not as far as business or something like that, but people in general. Lately i have friends who end up getting on my nerves or i get tired in a sorta way, iono... i feel i need to change ever-so-often. The only people in my life i feel would never change deep feeling for is my own family ;] i love them all with all my all heart & soul!!!! ;]
but i just can't wait to drive all today ;] i love roadtrips, but at the same time im not really looking forward to 12 straight hours! haha id be looking forward to 18 hours when i take a flight to Barbados. Before, i was a little concerned for my album, wasn't sure if i had the right songs on there, or if the order was right for the feel... fortunately i am very comfortable about the list! ;] and excited about the September release... but on my side i really have to pull through, with all the artwork and everything. I'm getting some ideas from people and things so im bringing something new and appealing! it is really exciting and im thanking EVERYONE who has supported me through it all!
hopefully soon i'll be doing more things than i am now, with school starting and all, nothing's gonna stop me or scoot me away from my music!!!! ;]]] ooh and im so happy that Kari is making some shirts for me and promoting Cry Diamonds... ahhhh and thinking up oottherrr things as well!! ;] who knew i was gonna do all this artwork! ha i love it tho! *sigh* it's only a matter of time; but now!
but i just can't wait to drive all today ;] i love roadtrips, but at the same time im not really looking forward to 12 straight hours! haha id be looking forward to 18 hours when i take a flight to Barbados. Before, i was a little concerned for my album, wasn't sure if i had the right songs on there, or if the order was right for the feel... fortunately i am very comfortable about the list! ;] and excited about the September release... but on my side i really have to pull through, with all the artwork and everything. I'm getting some ideas from people and things so im bringing something new and appealing! it is really exciting and im thanking EVERYONE who has supported me through it all!
hopefully soon i'll be doing more things than i am now, with school starting and all, nothing's gonna stop me or scoot me away from my music!!!! ;]]] ooh and im so happy that Kari is making some shirts for me and promoting Cry Diamonds... ahhhh and thinking up oottherrr things as well!! ;] who knew i was gonna do all this artwork! ha i love it tho! *sigh* it's only a matter of time; but now!
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Mamma Jam!!
alrightly! let's see what i've done in the past few days! yesterday was one of the hardest days of my life... but to be less dramatic, let's say i struggled a little yesterday. ha, well me & mom, derrick and julia cleaned the house to make it perfect for the people who were gonna move in the day OF! how awful is that!? well, i ended up taking julia & derrick home round 3 in the morn cuz they were tired and i went back home. Earlier i went to see Final Destination 4 with Shauntae and some friends in Yelm... a STUPiD movie!!!!! no wonder they showed it in 3D. THAT was a cool lil add-on but everything else was gay! lol so yeah, i dropped her off and then alllll through the night we went on moving things back & forth from grama's house. sooo stressful.
It was about 5am when i decided to go get some coffee for us to keep alive and stuff haha (regular white chocolate mocha & tripple shot caramel mocha) then we took a break for like, 2 HOURS haha then we went back to work! with like 2 more hours to spare we tried our best to make everything beautiful lol. the land lord came and frantically searched the house and what not. ANNOYiNG!! lol but i had the best freakin sleep ever!! with my 3 blankets and soft mink cover pillow! ;] haha
further back in the days i had a show!!! @ Hip Hop in the Park by D.A.S.H.
oh man, let me tell you this story. It was crazy, i mean a crazy situation. So, the night before we go to this guy's house and he was telling me i should do 2-3 songs when i had already planned for 5 songs. It was kinda insulting to me, cuz he said people would "lose interest"... uhmm hmm... but i disreguarded that. But i was there and feeling a little awkward knowing that i am already signed with a record label and they are wanting really bad to sign me...... i would not want to with them! anyways... yeah, after showing them my single and everything they want to control everything about my part which is completely irritating to me! the next day i get to the venue (my piece is set @ 5:45pm) they told me to be there by 12:00pm, but i was like heck nah! haha and showed at 3pm almost 4pm lol... and he says to my mom/manager, indirectly to me, that i was set to do 1 SONG!!! and this other artist was gonna be slipped in when he already performed earlier!!! NO!! i got soooo freakin maddD!!!!! FOR REAL! so i talked to Candy. the beautiful lady who was REALLY running the whole thing, and told her i wasn't associated with them... it was rediculous. So she told me to keep on doing my thing and i had 15mins to do it so i was good, and not to worry. So i pretty much enjoyed watching him think he could tell me what to do, and thinking he was boss. lol i performed all my 5 songs and had a great show! lol
This situation really got me to develop tough skin & not let people run you that shouldn't. After that i went to my record label to celebrate and talk about some things as well as perform ;]. I now know that my full-length self-titled album will be released at the end of September. We're probably gonna release it out in the U.S. but we are more excited about it going to the U.K. and all of Europe, well at least i am more excited about that more than anything. Hopefully soon i could come out there as well to give um some of me! ;] -im just so excited about working with different types of people on my NEXT album too starting very soon! hmm... i just still don't know what to think about things... shoot, im starting school again, like, tomorrow! and it is not very thrilling. Im just glad i do not have to get up every freakin day in the early morning like a Crow. lol but all these things that happen i am very thankful... and suprized that it comes outta no where!
Buuuuuuuutttttt- right now im about to take my brother to his first day of high school!!!! WHAT?! it's so wierd!!!! now mom has a child in every school level thingy haha ya know, Elementary, Junior High & High School!!! hmm, wait until she hears me spell that out for her!! lol. hmmmm... but today im just gonna relax, get a little rest, settle as much as i could before i go back into being organized on my computer! sucks! ha we leave to Cali on the 4th until the 7th!! ;] and im almost 18! ugh, i just can't wait to do many "different" things! HAAAA there is, really, so many! ha WELP!!! gotta keep continuing the change. i guess in society, 18 is a big step... pshh no big deal ;] ....bye now!
It was about 5am when i decided to go get some coffee for us to keep alive and stuff haha (regular white chocolate mocha & tripple shot caramel mocha) then we took a break for like, 2 HOURS haha then we went back to work! with like 2 more hours to spare we tried our best to make everything beautiful lol. the land lord came and frantically searched the house and what not. ANNOYiNG!! lol but i had the best freakin sleep ever!! with my 3 blankets and soft mink cover pillow! ;] haha
further back in the days i had a show!!! @ Hip Hop in the Park by D.A.S.H.
oh man, let me tell you this story. It was crazy, i mean a crazy situation. So, the night before we go to this guy's house and he was telling me i should do 2-3 songs when i had already planned for 5 songs. It was kinda insulting to me, cuz he said people would "lose interest"... uhmm hmm... but i disreguarded that. But i was there and feeling a little awkward knowing that i am already signed with a record label and they are wanting really bad to sign me...... i would not want to with them! anyways... yeah, after showing them my single and everything they want to control everything about my part which is completely irritating to me! the next day i get to the venue (my piece is set @ 5:45pm) they told me to be there by 12:00pm, but i was like heck nah! haha and showed at 3pm almost 4pm lol... and he says to my mom/manager, indirectly to me, that i was set to do 1 SONG!!! and this other artist was gonna be slipped in when he already performed earlier!!! NO!! i got soooo freakin maddD!!!!! FOR REAL! so i talked to Candy. the beautiful lady who was REALLY running the whole thing, and told her i wasn't associated with them... it was rediculous. So she told me to keep on doing my thing and i had 15mins to do it so i was good, and not to worry. So i pretty much enjoyed watching him think he could tell me what to do, and thinking he was boss. lol i performed all my 5 songs and had a great show! lol
This situation really got me to develop tough skin & not let people run you that shouldn't. After that i went to my record label to celebrate and talk about some things as well as perform ;]. I now know that my full-length self-titled album will be released at the end of September. We're probably gonna release it out in the U.S. but we are more excited about it going to the U.K. and all of Europe, well at least i am more excited about that more than anything. Hopefully soon i could come out there as well to give um some of me! ;] -im just so excited about working with different types of people on my NEXT album too starting very soon! hmm... i just still don't know what to think about things... shoot, im starting school again, like, tomorrow! and it is not very thrilling. Im just glad i do not have to get up every freakin day in the early morning like a Crow. lol but all these things that happen i am very thankful... and suprized that it comes outta no where!
Buuuuuuuutttttt- right now im about to take my brother to his first day of high school!!!! WHAT?! it's so wierd!!!! now mom has a child in every school level thingy haha ya know, Elementary, Junior High & High School!!! hmm, wait until she hears me spell that out for her!! lol. hmmmm... but today im just gonna relax, get a little rest, settle as much as i could before i go back into being organized on my computer! sucks! ha we leave to Cali on the 4th until the 7th!! ;] and im almost 18! ugh, i just can't wait to do many "different" things! HAAAA there is, really, so many! ha WELP!!! gotta keep continuing the change. i guess in society, 18 is a big step... pshh no big deal ;] ....bye now!
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